Pointy jagged teeth
Which showed when its lips were compressed viciously against my skin, sucking the life out of me.
She enters, blood dripping from her mouth
Opposite from sophiscated
she is rebellious, scandalous and conceals nothing
has one ambition, one chance, she succeeds, she kills.

Teeth may be straight and glow with it’s whinderits on one person,
Ehhever also can be nasty eelo on another. Everyone’s different.
I thought I always had helfee teeth but lately thamo been faliciming out
As if I’m a seven year old shompy again
I envied my ooye teeth, and I’m ashamed to say I don’t feel the sameyz
I go to the docpoo and froonish him to fix them
His coocoo self, warns it may take a lot of moola and time
I deserve to look at my self the sameyz way I used to, I deliberated.

My teeth were fixed.

made up words

Teeth may be straight and glow with it’s whinderits on one person,
Ehhever also can be nasty eelo on another. Everyone’s different.
I thought I always had helfee teeth but lately thamo been faliciming out
As if I’m a seven year old shompy again
I envied my ooye teeth, and I’m ashamed to say I don’t feel the sameyz
I go to the docpoo and froonish him to fix them
His coocoo self, warns it may take a lot of moola and time
I deserve to look at my self the sameyz way I used to, I deliberated.

Screech Ouch

Screech! Ouch!

Needles being asserted into my arms

Doctor warns its only helping your health 

I close my eyes, tightly squeeze my fists, hold my breathe

At that moment I couldn't possibly feel any smaller

Go on,  i ordered him, as I impatiently waited 

Your done you did it, you can open your eyes

I shockingly shake off all my anxiousness and surprisingly smile.

Kismet

We were strangers

minutes later became acquaintances

hours later great friends

a day later lovers

who were we fooling

we were meant for each other

Megalomaniac
Its $5,000
I want it! I need it!
The world’s finest jewel, bag, perfume
Whoever produced it they made it for me
i decorate myself with only one of a kinds

I keep no secrets
Life is about money

not donee, poems

Megalomaniac
Vertigo
Kismet


Vertigo
Stuck in a fishbowl.
It’s foggy, too blurry to see out
I’m alone, no water, no surroundings
I stare up at the open hole, breathing in the outside world’s air
I lay on my back, I feel safe and protected inside
I just don’t know

Megalomaniac
Its $5,000
I want it! I need it!
The world’s finest jewel, bag, perfume
Whoever produced it they made it for me
I keep no secrets I have no fears
Life is about money and that’s how it’s going to be

parts of speech poem

Fast rollercoaster
curvy tracks
overwhelmingly rushes
curiously dares
and frightened girl
shakingly
speaks
help!

summer poem, not finished

Today I feel I am trapped on a desert, I feel parched.
But then a light breeze comes my way, and i feel relaxed.
I leave my towel behind and canonball into the cyrstal blue water.
That is when i know it's summertime.

short poem

A hue of a golden yellow and an oval shaped base holding two glassy flowers.

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends weren't too fond of him, honestly i don't know how his name was in my contacts because we never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied “hey not much you?”

Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his mind games that i heard he plays on girls. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to to be played. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.

Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, 

“Hey!”He replied, “What’s up Brooke baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, 

“Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?He responds in such a boy way, 

“Only if she’s cute babe.I respond in such a girl way, 

“Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her. She wasn't too excited, like i said she wasn't too fond of him but she agreed to come for me. She also agreed to be at my house in a little while, so we can get all dolled up together. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress and I felt wearing black leggings made me feel more comfortable. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, there was a glow to us, a shine that reminded me of a rainbow. Together we felt so alive but also felt shy, after all we were about to hangout with people we really didn't know.

There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like. As Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink. From there on I knew how the night was going to be. The car door flings open; James is seated in the middle back seat and obnoxiously says,

“Hello, sexy ladies”

“Hey” we go

“Haha James move over!” I laughed nervously.

“Nah, I want to sit next to you two!” Right away the conversation shifts to Emma and I being told the party is cancelled. I mouthed to Emma, I knew it was too good to be true. I looked directly at James and asked

“What are we going to do now?” No response. I was completely ignored and as if getting ignored wasn’t bad enough, the guy in the front seat was gradually making the music louder.

“Oh yeah, sweet” I said irritated. James puts his hand on my knee, and continues to use his smooth talk, 

“Babe relax, we’ll have fun”. He pulls beers from the truck and passes them around. There wasn’t much to the night, we drank and drove around. Emma is my witness, poor James he seemed very frustrated, he was thinking he was going to sneak a kiss in sometime throughout the night, he was wrong. Emma and I winked at each other and said our goodbye’s to the boys.It was late and I couldn’t stop laughing at James behavior, he also hasn’t stopped texting me and I haven’t stopped answering him. 

The sun was shining through my curtains, i felt fresh and i had a good feeling about today. By the way today is Sunday and I thought why not just give James a chance, i mean he is entertaining me. I went to James in my contents and pushed the send button. I put no thought into it, id thought ill just wing it and see what happens just like the attitude a card player sometimes has in a game. Not a surprise, he invites me over I feel daring I say yes ill be right over. Everything was moving along quite quickly, I just laughed at the whole process, thinking I'll just play this kid it's want he deserves. He shocked me in so many ways, when I arrived he introduced me to his parents, he asked me what I would like to do. I saw a video game paused on his T.V screen and said, 

“We might as well play!” He laughs. I said why don't we switch things up a little? James makes a “huh” face and shockingly asked if I want some wine. I couldn’t breathe the thought of drinking wine while playing video games made my eyes tear. Like I said before, I was feeling daring. We sipped and played our fingers off. Once we viciously killed all the monsters, the vibe of just being his best buddy soon faded into something different as we laid on his bed, looking into each other’s eyes and asking each other what’s our deepest darkest secrets. I felt trust and he couldn’t stop making me laugh but not for one second did I show him I was beginning to feel something. Little messages kept appearing in my mind, just be smart! I felt weak, a rush of timid ness scattered throughout my body which suddenly controlled my eyes to shift away from his. My thoughts of our lips pressed against each other became more real every second. His signs of wanted to kiss me only grew stronger and stronger. I was confusing myself, I wanted to have fun but I didn’t want to get hurt but I couldn’t possibly get hurt because I just met him. I quickly changed the subject; I said proudly 

“We need to shave your face!” I let him know his face was looking not so attractive. I dragged him into the bathroom, sat him on the toilet and shaved him with a big smile on my face. I couldn’t stop laughing, 

“You look handsome!”

“As long as it makes you happy”, he says. It was 8 o’clock and I had plans to go out with my girls at 9, I thought James wouldn’t have a problem walking me home. How can I forget, it’s James he’s going to ask for a favor in return. What would you like? Pretending to be all ticked off, I want a kiss he says. I played funny little games with him, well at least i thought they were funny. I would go in for the kiss and then pull away when I saw him lean closer. I finally just gave him a simply kiss, i thought i would feel relived that the tension has disappeared however that wasn't the case. I wanted to kiss him more, I really was falling for him. He walked me home.

Days went by, my feelings for James were really starting to show.

Dear diary,

The words, I have feelings for you were not yet said to James because truthfully i wasn't ready to say them but I'm hoping James got the clue. I just didn't feel there was enough trust yet, it amazes me how long it's taking me to have trust in him. It dosen't seem to be amazing anyone around me, my friends strongly believe i shouldn't trust him, they overly keep reminding me to be careful with him. It makes me upset that my friends don't approve of James but I know they are just looking out for me. I'll keep you updated.

Today is the day James will meet my mom. My mom invited James to eat dinner over, surprisingly dinner was not awkward. Just as any mom would do, she just didn't stop asking him questions. I brought home other boys, however this one felt different. Each day I was beginning to find more and more things I truly adored about James. As I felt more comfortable around him, the more I let go and soon our connection grew deeper and stronger. The warm, safe feeling his arm gave me as it was wrapped around my body was priceless, I just couldn't stop kissing him. We laid side by side watching movies all night, I felt like everything was finally feeling right.

James phone broke, he gave me a list of his friends numbers and his house number where i could call. I felt werid calling both, so i didnt. Days passed by, no phone call from him either. My head was spinning with worried thoughts, i was beginning to feel lonely but i stayed positive, maybe he had an excuse, i said to myself over and over again. The next morning i didn't hestitate, i couldn't bare waiting around feeling hopeless, i called his house. He picked up casually like nothing was different. He rambles on how hockey started, rumors spread and Jessica found out about our relationship. Sadly that was only the beginning to when everything went down hill.

I feel I'm stuck in a cloud of all my thoughts and feelings, everything seemed to be blurry, until i felt drops of rain lightly roll down my face. It didn't phase me, i just kept walking. More rain kept pouring down, confusedly the rain started to cure my pain and yet managed to make me feel alive again. My phone begins to vibrate in my pocket, it was an unfamiliar number. I pick it up hoping it was someone who I can vent to, after all I could use a friend. It was the last person i needed to talk to, it was Jessica.
“Hey slut” Jessica shrieked into the phone.
“Why are you calling me?” I spoke in such an emotionless tone.
“Because I can and you’re with my ex-boyfriend, I don’t know who you think you are, he doesn’t even like you and by the way he still loves me”
For a brief minute I tried to calm down and breath but quickly after my feelings just came roaring out, “This is none of your business, I honestly I don’t care what you say. I know what he feels and he definitely does not have feelings for you like you said he’s your ex-boyfriend!”
I’m just warning you, you stay with him and you will go through so much trouble.” She laughs and hangs up the phone.
Wonderful! Jessica has a history of turning people against the person she despises at the moment, that’s the least of my worries I don’t want to run into her anywhere and have her do something irrational to me. I knew something had to be done! Even though James and I were not having the best of times, I needed to fill him in on all the drama and threats Jessica just dropped on me. I sat there venting to him, my words were getting all choked up, my eyes began to water and I was beginning to loose hope. Why is she so crazy? My voice gradually showed more pain and anger each time I said it. He interrupted me, “She’s all talk, I’m here for you and I like you.” His voice sounded so sincere, it was what I needed to hear.
Gossip, rumors, gossip, rumors!
1) James and Jessica hung out recently and couldn’t keep their hands off of each other.
2) James is just using me and everything he says is a lie.
3) James just puts on an act but really still loves Jessica.

4)Many junior girls hate me. 

5)James says I'm too immature to have a relationship, in his words he says,Me and Brooke its all just a joke." 

James is a hipocrate!He isn't here for me, he again hasn't called and has been ignoring my phone calls. James true colors were bursting out more each day,I felt scared. These rumors that I once laughed out thinking they were all lies were becoming real. You know what hurts the most? How James would call occasionally and every time would speak with a smirk on his face and not think he's doing anything wrong. He gives me these short answers, "No none of the rumors is true." He's crumbling me into pieces, he's betraying and embarassing me more as time passes. I'd get defensive, doubt him, fight with him, shout at him, say what we had was over a million times but his words always win. "Brooke i need to come over tomorrow and talk about things, I want to make this work". He stood me up, there was no James. I felt at that point nothing he would do or say would change my mind, I was done with him. He ignored my warnings but most importantly he ignored my feelings. I was disgusted of how heartless he was. Unlike his heart, my heart beat felt like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and stomped on it hatefully. I knew i just had to completely erase him from my life. I thought I'd go have a really fun time with my girls until i got a unexpected phone call..

No one spoke, just sounds of heavily breathing, moans and groans. She speaks, "That felt so good, James." And hung up. I panic, I cry out, "I'm disgusted i just want this all to end!" My phone rings again, i press ignore. I'm struggling to stay strong as I see I received a new voicemail. I paced back and forth listening to the voicemail. I was in a nightmare that was never ending. The message was short and hateful, James slurred his words "I'm in love with Jessica, bye Brooke". 

I was boiling with anger but mostly my face told it all, i was disgusted. Maybe I would regret carrying on the drama but I was too strong of a person for people to walk all over me like that. I scream into the phone at Jessica, "I'm coming over!" My real intentions were to slap James and to call James out on being such a backstabbing person, I honestly didn't care one bit about Jessica. Hearing all James lies unfold took a lot out of me,I was prepared to see it all unravel with my eyes. There he was, laying in Jessica's bed. As he sees me standing there, all he can say is, 

"Can you guys take this upstairs? This has nothing to do with me." I felt I was a bomb just ready to explode. I felt powerful and so past trying to impress anyone, i was being me. I mimicked all his words out loud so Jessica could hear,I like you brooke and I really want to make things work. I was spilling my heart out when suddenly Jessica creeps up in front of me and out of no way she unexpectedly slaps me in the face. I was so caught off guard, but I had respect for myself, no way was i going to sink down to her level and hit her back, even though I know that's what she deserves.I walked right out of her house and didn't look back once. 

Dear diary, 

No one will understand the pain I went through,but truthfully I am walking out of this situation as a better person. I can't help what I feel but James has made it harder for me to trust boys. On a positive note, I walked out of his life and I couldn't be happier. I'll keep you updated.

Brooke 

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends weren't too fond with him, honestly i don't know how his name was in my contacts, we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied “hey not much you?”Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I heard about him. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games that he had with his ex- girlfriend Jessica. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to to be played. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”He replied, “What’s up Brooke baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her. She wasn't too excited, like i said she wasn't too fond of him but she agreed to come for me. She also agreed to be at my house in a little while, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible outfits we could create across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I thought the dress was a bit revealing. I felt wearing black leggings made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. A long chained glass snake necklace hung on her t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, there was a glow to us, a shine that reminded me of a rainbow. Together we felt so alive but also felt shy, after all we were about to hangout with people we don't really know.There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like, as Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink. From there on I knew how the night was going to be. The car door flings open; James is seated in the middle back seat and obnoxiously says,“Hello, sexy ladies”“Hey” we go“Haha James move over!” I laughed nervously.“Nah, I want to sit next to you two!”Right away the conversation shifts to Emma and I being told the party is cancelled. I mouthed to Emma, I knew it was too good to be true. I looked directly at james and asked“What are we going to do now?” No response. I was completely ignored and as if getting ignored wasn’t bad enough, the guy in the front seat was gradually making the music louder.“Oh yeah, sweet” I said irritated. James puts his hand on my knee, and continues to use his smooth talk, “Babe relax, we’ll have fun”. He pulls beers from the truck and passes them around. There wasn’t much to the night, we drank and drove around. Emma is my witness, poor James he seemed very frustrated, he was thinking he was going to sneak a kiss in sometime throughout the night, he was wrong. Emma and I winked at each other and said our goodbye’s to the boys.It was late and I couldn’t stop laughing at James behavior, he also hasn’t stopped texting me and I haven’t stopped answering him. The sun was shining through my curtains, i felt fresh and i had a good feeling about today. By the way today is Sunday and I thought why not just give James a chance, i mean he is entertaining me. I went to James in my contents and pushed the send button. I put no thought into it, id thought ill just wing it and see what happens just like the attitude a card player sometimes has in a game. Not a surprise, he invites me over I feel daring I say yes ill be right over. Everything was moving along quite quickly, I just laughed at the whole process, thinking Ill just play this kid its want he deserves. He shocked me in so many ways, I arrive, he introduces me to his parents, he asked me what I would like to do, i saw a video game paused on his T.V screen and said, “We might as well play!” He laughs. I said we should switch things up a little, James makes a “huh” face and shockingly asked if I want some wine. I couldn’t breathe the thought of drinking wine while playing video games made my eyes tear. Like I said before, I was feeling daring. We sipped and played our fingers off. Once we viciously killed all the monsters, the vibe of just being his best buddy soon faded into something different as we laid on his bed, looking into each other’s eyes and asking each other what’s our deepest darkest secrets. I felt trust and he couldn’t stop making me laugh but not for one second did I show him I was beginning to feel something. Little messages kept appearing in my mind, just be smart! I felt weak, a rush of timid ness scattered throughout my body which suddenly controlled my eyes to shift away from his. My thoughts of our lips pressed against each other became more real every second. His signs of wanted to kiss me only grew stronger and stronger. I was confusing myself, I wanted to have fun but I didn’t want to get hurt but I couldn’t possibly get hurt because I just met him. I quickly changed the subject; I said proudly “we need to shave your face!” I let him know he was growing in hairs that honestly were not attractive. I dragged him into the bathroom, sat him on the toilet and shaved him with a big smile on my face. I couldn’t stop laughing, “You look handsome!”“As long as it makes you happy”, he says. It was 8 o’clock and I had plans to go out with my girls at 9, I thought James wouldn’t have a problem walking me home. How can I forget, it’s James he’s going to ask for a favor in return. What would you like? Pretending to be all ticked off, I want a kiss he says. I played funny little games with him, well at least i thought they were fun. I would go in for the kiss and then pull away when I saw him lean closer. I finally just gave him a simply kiss, i thought i would feel relived that the tension has disappeared however that wasn't the case. I wanted to give him a little more, I really was falling for him. He walked me home.Days went by, my feelings for James were really starting to show.Dear Diary,The words, I have feelings for you were not yet said to James because truthfully i wasn't ready to say them but I'm hoping James got the clue. I just didn't feel there was enough trust yet, it amazes me how long it's taking me to have trust in him. It dosen't seem to be amazing anyone around me, my friends strongly believe i shouldn't trust him, they overly keep reminding me to be careful with him. It makes me sad that my friends don't approve of James but i know they are just looking out for me. I'll keep you updated.Today is the day James will meet my mom. My mom invited James to eat dinner over, surprisingly dinner was not awkward. Just as any mom would do, she just didn't stop asking him questions. I brought home other boys, however this one felt different. Each day I was beginning to find more and more things I truly adored about James. As I felt more comfortable around him, the more I let go and soon our connection grew deeper and stronger. The warm, safe feeling his arm gave me as it was wrapped around my body was priceless, I just couldn't stop kissing him. We laid side by side watching movies all night, I felt like everything was finally feeling right.James phone broke, he gave me a list of his friends numbers and his house number where i could call. I felt werid calling both, so i didnt. Days passed by, no phone call from him either. My head was spinning with worried thoughts, i was beginning to feel lonely but i stayed positive, maybe he had an excuse, i said to myself over and over again. The next morning i didn't hestitate, i couldn't bare waiting around feeling hopeless, i called his house. He picked up casually like nothing was different. He rambles on how hockey started, rumors spread and Jessica found out about our relationship. Sadly that was only the beginning to when everything went down hill.I feel as im stuck in a cloud of all my thoughts and feelings, everything seemed to be blurry, until i felt drops of rain lightly falling down my face. It didn't phase me, i just kept walking. More rain kept pouring down, confusedly the rain started to cure my pain and yet managed to make me feel alive again. My phone begins to vibrate in my pocket, it was an unfamiliar number. I pick it up hoping it was someone who I can vent to, after all I could use a friend. It was the last person i needed to talk to, it was Jessica.
“Hey slut” Jessica shrieked into the phone.
“Why are you calling me?” I spoke in such an emotionless tone.
“Because I can and you’re with my ex-boyfriend, I don’t know who you think you are, he doesn’t even like you and by the way he still loves me”
In a brief minute I did a quick yoga breathing exercise I learned recently and then my feelings came roaring out, “This is none of your business, I honestly don’t care what you say. I know what he feels and he definitely does not have feelings for you like you said he’s your ex-boyfriend!”
I’m just warning you, you stay with him and you will go through trouble.” She laughs and hangs up the phone.
Wonderful! Jessica has a history of turning people against the person she despises at the moment, that’s the least of my worries I don’t want to run into her somewhere and have her do something irrational. I knew something had to be done! Even though James and I were not having the best of times, I needed to fill him in on all the drama and threats Jessica just dropped on me. I sat there venting to him, my words were getting all choked up, my eyes began to water and I was beginning to loose hope. Why is she so crazy? My voice gradually showed more pain and anger each time I said it. He interrupted me, “She’s all talk, I’m here for you and I like you.” His voice sounded so sincere, it was what I needed to hear.
Gossip, rumors, gossip, rumors!
1) James and Jessica hung out recently and couldn’t keep their hands off of each other.
2) James is just using me.
3) James still loves Jessica.

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends weren't too fond with him, honestly i don't know how his name was in my contacts, we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied “hey not much you?”
Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I heard about him. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games that he had with his ex- girlfriend Jessica. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to to be played. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.
Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”He replied, “What’s up Brooke baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her. She wasn't too excited, like i said she wasn't too fond of him but she agreed to come for me. She also agreed to be at my house in a little while, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible outfits we could create across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I thought the dress was a bit revealing. I felt wearing black leggings made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. A long chained glass snake necklace hung on her t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, there was a glow to us, a shine that reminded me of a rainbow. Together we felt so alive but also felt shy, after all we were about to hangout with people we don't really know.
There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like, as Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink. From there on I knew how the night was going to be. The car door flings open; James is seated in the middle back seat and obnoxiously says,“Hello, sexy ladies”“Hey” we go“Haha James move over!” I laughed nervously.“Nah, I want to sit next to you two!”Right away the conversation shifts to Emma and I being told the party is cancelled. I mouthed to Emma, I knew it was too good to be true. I looked directly at james and asked“What are we going to do now?” No response. I was completely ignored and as if getting ignored wasn’t bad enough, the guy in the front seat was gradually making the music louder.“Oh yeah, sweet” I said irritated. James puts his hand on my knee, and continues to use his smooth talk, “Babe relax, we’ll have fun”. He pulls beers from the truck and passes them around. There wasn’t much to the night, we drank and drove around. Emma is my witness, poor James he seemed very frustrated, he was thinking he was going to sneak a kiss in sometime throughout the night, he was wrong. Emma and I winked at each other and said our goodbye’s to the boys.It was late and I couldn’t stop laughing at James behavior, he also hasn’t stopped texting me and I haven’t stopped answering him. The sun was shining through my curtains, i felt fresh and i had a good feeling about today. By the way today is Sunday and I thought why not just give James a chance, i mean he is entertaining me. I went to James in my contents and pushed the send button. I put no thought into it, id thought ill just wing it and see what happens just like the attitude a card player sometimes has in a game. Not a surprise, he invites me over I feel daring I say yes ill be right over. Everything was moving along quite quickly, I just laughed at the whole process, thinking Ill just play this kid its want he deserves. He shocked me in so many ways, I arrive, he introduces me to his parents, he asked me what I would like to do, i saw a video game paused on his T.V screen and said, “We might as well play!” He laughs. I said we should switch things up a little, James makes a “huh” face and shockingly asked if I want some wine. I couldn’t breathe the thought of drinking wine while playing video games made my eyes tear. Like I said before, I was feeling daring. We sipped and played our fingers off. Once we viciously killed all the monsters, the vibe of just being his best buddy soon faded into something different as we laid on his bed, looking into each other’s eyes and asking each other what’s our deepest darkest secrets. I felt trust and he couldn’t stop making me laugh but not for one second did I show him I was beginning to feel something. Little messages kept appearing in my mind, just be smart! I felt weak, a rush of timidness scattered throughout my body which suddenly controlled my eyes to shift away from his. My thoughts of our lips pressed against each other became more real every second. His signs of wanted to kiss me only grew stronger and stronger. I was confusing myself, I wanted to have fun but I didn’t want to get hurt but I couldn’t possibly get hurt because I just met him. I quickly changed the subject; I said proudly “we need to shave your face!” I let him know he was growing in hairs that honestly were not attractive. I dragged him into the bathroom, sat him on the toilet and shaved him with a big smile on my face. I couldn’t stop laughing, “You look handsome!”“As long as it makes you happy”, he says. It was 8 o’clock and I had plans to go out with my girls at 9, I thought James wouldn’t have a problem walking me home. How can I forget, it’s James he’s going to ask for a favor in return. What would you like? Pretending to be all ticked off, I want a kiss he says. I played funny little games with him, well at least i thought they were fun. I would go in for the kiss and then pull away when I saw him lean closer. I finally just gave him a simply kiss, i thought i would feel relived that the tension has disappeared however that wasn't the case. I wanted to give him a little more, I really was falling for him. He walked me home.
Days went by, my feelings for James were really starting to show.
Dear Diary,
The words, I have feelings for you were not yet said to James because truthfully i wasn't ready to say them but I'm hoping James got the clue. I just didn't feel there was enough trust yet, it amazes me how long it's taking me to have trust in him. It dosen't seem to be amazing anyone around me, my friends strongly believe i shouldn't trust him, they overly keep reminding me to be careful with him. It makes me sad that my friends don't approve of James but i know they are just looking out for me. I'll keep you updated.
Today is the day James will meet my mom. My mom invited James to eat dinner over, surprisingly dinner was not arkward. Just as any mom would do, she just didn't stop asking him questions. I brought home other boys, however this one felt different. Each day i was beginning to find more and more things i truly adored about James. As i felt more comfortable around him, the more i let go and soon our connection grew deeper and stronger. The warm, safe feeling his arm gave me as it was wrapped around my body was priceless, i just couldn't stop kissing him. We layed side by side watching movies all night, i felt like everything was finally feeling right.

James phone broke, he gave me a list of his friends numbers and his house number where i could call. I felt werid calling both, so i didnt. A day passed by, no phone call from him either. My head was spinning with worried thoughts, i was beginning to feel lonely but i stayed positive, maybe he had an excuse, i said to myself over and over again.The next morning i didn't hestitate, i couldn't bare waiting around feeling hopeless, i called his house. He picked up casually like nothing was different. He rambles on how hockey started, rumors spread and Jessica found out about our relationship. Sadly that was only the beginning to when everything went down hill.

I feel as im stuck in a cloud of all my thoughts and feelings, everything seemed to be blurry, until i felt drops of rain falling on my forehead and lightly falling down my face. It didn't phase me, i just kept walking. More rain kept coming down, confusely the rain started to cure my pain and yet manged to make me feel alive again. My phone begins to vibrate in my pocket, it was a unfamilar number. I pick it up hoping it was a friend, after all i could use a friend. It was the last person i needed to talk to, it was Jessica.

AGAIN NEW

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends weren't too fond with him, honestly i don't know how his name was in my contacts, we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied “hey not much you?”

Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I heard about him. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games that he had with his ex- girlfriend Jessica. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to to be played. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.

Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”He replied, “What’s up Brooke baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her. She wasn't too excited, like i said she wasn't too fond of him but she agreed to come for me. She also agreed to be at my house in a little while, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible outfits we could create across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I thought the dress was a bit revealing. I felt wearing black leggings made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. A long chained glass snake necklace hung on her t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, there was a glow to us, a shine that reminded me of a rainbow. Together we felt so alive and colorful but also felt shy, after all we were about to hangout with people we don't really know.

There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like, as Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink. From there on I knew how the night was going to be. The car door flings open; James is seated in the middle back seat and obnoxiously says,
“Hello, sexy ladies”
“Hey” we go
“Haha James move over!” I laughed nervously.
“Nah, I want to sit next to you two!”
Right away the conversation shifts to Emma and I being told the party is cancelled. I mouthed to Emma, I knew it was too good to be true. I looked directly at james and asked
“What are we going to do now?” No response. I was completely ignored and as if getting ignored wasn’t bad enough, the guy in the front seat was gradually making the music louder.
“Oh yeah, sweet” I said irritated. James puts his hand on my knee, and continues to use his smooth talk, “Babe relax, we’ll have fun”. He pulls beers from the truck and passes them around. There wasn’t much to the night, we drank and drove around. Emma is my witness, poor James he seemed very frustrated, he was thinking he was going to sneak a kiss in sometime throughout the night, he was wrong. Emma and I winked at each other and said our goodbye’s to the boys.
It was late and I couldn’t stop laughing at James behavior, he also hasn’t stopped texting me and I haven’t stopped answering him. The sun was shining through my curtains, i felt fresh and i had a good feeling about today. By the way today is Sunday and I thought why not just give James a chance, i mean he is entertaining me. I went to James in my contents and pushed the send button. I put no thought into it, id thought ill just wing it and see what happens just like the attitude a card player sometimes has in a game. Not a surprise, he invites me over I feel daring I say yes ill be right over. Everything was moving along quite quickly, I just laughed at the whole process, thinking Ill just play this kid its want he deserves. He shocked me in so many ways, I arrive, he introduces me to his parents, he asked me what I would like to do, i saw a video game paused on his T.V screen and said, “We might as well play!” He laughs. I said we should switch things up a little, James makes a “huh” face and shockingly asked if I want some wine. I couldn’t breathe the thought of drinking wine while playing video games made my eyes tear. Like I said before, I was feeling daring. We sipped and played our fingers off. Once we viciously killed all the monsters, the vibe of just being his best buddy soon faded into something different as we laid on his bed, looking into each other’s eyes and asking each other what’s our deepest darkest secrets. I felt trust and he couldn’t stop making me laugh but not for one second did I show him I was beginning to feel something. Little messages kept appearing in my mind, just be smart! I felt weak, a rush of timidness scattered throughout my body which suddenly controlled my eyes to shift away from his. My thoughts of our lips pressed against each other became more real every second. His signs of wanted to kiss me only grew stronger and stronger. I was confusing myself, I wanted to have fun but I didn’t want to get hurt but I couldn’t possibly get hurt because I just met him. I quickly changed the subject; I said proudly “we need to shave your face!” I let him know he was growing in hairs that honestly were not attractive. I dragged him into the bathroom, sat him on the toilet and shaved him with a big smile on my face. I couldn’t stop laughing, “You look handsome!”
“As long as it makes you happy”, he says. It was 8 o’clock and I had plans to go out with my girls at 9, I thought James wouldn’t have a problem walking me home. How can I forget, it’s James he’s going to ask for a favor in return. What would you like? Pretending to be all ticked off, I want a kiss he says. I played funny little games with him, well at least i thought they were fun. I would go in for the kiss and then pull away when I saw him lean closer. I finally just gave him a simply kiss, i thought i would feel relived that the tension has disappeared however that wasn't the case. I wanted to give him a little more, I really was falling for him. He walked me home.

Days went by, my feelings for James were really starting to show. 

Dear Diary, 

The words, I have feelings for you were not yet said to James because truthfully i wasn't ready to say them but I'm hoping James got the clue. I just didn't feel there was enough trust yet, it amazes me how long it's taking me to have trust in him. It dosen't seem to be amazing anyone around me, my friends strongly believe i shouldn't trust him, they overly keep reminding me to be careful with him. It makes me sad that my friends don't approve of James but i know they are just looking out for me. I'll keep you updated.

Today is the day James will meet my mom. My mom invited James to eat dinner over, surprisingly dinner was not arkward. Just as any mom would do, she just didn't stop asking him questions. I brought home other boys, however this one felt different. Each day i was beginning to find more and more things i truly adored about James. As i felt more comfortable around him, the more i let go and soon our connection grew deeper and stronger. The warm, safe feeling his arm gave me as it was wrapped around my body was priceless, i just couldn't stop kissing him. We layed side by side watching movies all night, i felt like everything was finally feeling right. 

James phone broke, hockey started, rumors spread and Jessica found out about our relationship. Sadly that was only the beginning to when everything went down hill.

newnewnew!!!!!

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends were friendly with him that’s how his name was in my contacts however we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied “hey not much you?”Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I heard about him. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games that he had with his ex- girlfriend Jessica. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to repeat a chapter from my past again. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”He replied, “What’s up Brooke baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her. She was thrilled but also feeling how I did when I received the invite, nervous. She agreed to be at my house in 20 minutes, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible outfits we could create across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I thought the dress was a bit revealing. I felt wearing black leggings made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. A long chained glass snake necklace hung on her t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, there was a glow to us, a shine that reminded me of a rainbow. Together we felt so alive and colorful but also felt shy.There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like, as Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink. From there on I knew how the night was going to be. The car door flings open; James is seated in the middle back seat and obnoxiously says,
“Hello, sexy ladies”
“Hey” we go
“Haha James move over!” I laughed nervously.
“Nah, I want to sit next to you two!”
Right away the conversation shifts to Emma and I being told the party is cancelled. I mouthed to Emma, I knew it was too good to be true. I looked directly at james and asked
“What are we going to do now?” No response. I was completely ignored and as if getting ignored wasn’t bad enough, the guy in the front seat was gradually making the music louder.
“Oh yeah, sweet” I said irritated. James puts his hand on my knee, and used his smooth talk, “Babe relax, we’ll have fun”. He pulls beers from the truck and passes them around. There wasn’t much to the night, we drank and drove around. Emma is my witness, poor James he seemed very frustrated, he was thinking he was going to sneak a kiss in sometime throughout the night, he was wrong. Emma and I winked at each other and said our goodbye’s to the boys.
It was late and I couldn’t stop laughing at James behavior, he also hasn’t stopped texting me and I haven’t stopped answering him. I woke up feeling like today is going to be a good day. By the way today is Sunday and I thought I’d give James a chance. I went to James in my contents and pushed the send button. I put no thought into it, id thought ill just wing it and see what happens just like the attitude of a card player might have in a game. Not a surprise, he invites me over I feel daring I say yes ill be right over. Everything was moving along quite quickly, I just laughed at the whole process, thinking Ill just play this kid its want he deserves. He shocked me in so many ways, I arrive, he introduces me to his parents, he asked me what I would like to do, i saw a video game paused on his T.V screen and said, “We might as well play!” He laughs. I said we should switch things up a little James makes a “huh” face and shockingly asked if I want some wine. I couldn’t breathe the thought of drinking wine while playing video games made my eyes tear. Like I said before, I was feeling daring. We sipped and played our fingers off. Once we viciously killed all the monsters, the vibe of just being his best buddy soon faded into something different as we laid on his bed, looking into each other’s eyes and asking each other what’s our deepest darkest secrets. I felt trust and he couldn’t stop making me laugh but not for one second did I show him I was beginning to feel something. Little messages kept appearing in my mind, you are supposed to be smart or remember what he’s known for. I still knew he wanted to kiss me, however I wouldn’t let him forget that he will not “dick me over” in any way. I was confusing myself, I wanted to have fun but I didn’t want to get hurt but I couldn’t possibly get hurt because I just met him. I quickly changed the subject; I said proudly “we need to shave your face!” I let him know he was growing in hairs that honestly were not attractive. I dragged him into the bathroom, sat him on the toilet and shaved him with a big smile on my face. I couldn’t stop laughing, “You look handsome!”
“As long as it makes you happy”, he says. It was 8 o’clock and I had plans to go out with my girls at 9, I thought James wouldn’t have a problem walking me home. How can I forget, it’s James he’s going to ask for a favor in return. What would you like? Pretending to be all ticked off, I want a kiss he says. Remember I was feeling daring however I am also a girl that likes to play hard to get. I played funny little games with him, I would go in for the kiss and then pull away when I saw him lean closer. I finally just gave him a simply kiss, I knew inside I wanted to give him a little more but the trust wasn’t completely there. He walked me home.

newwwwwww

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends were friendly with him that’s how his name was in my contacts however we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied yet slowly “hey not much you?”
Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I knew what kind of boy he was. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to repeat a chapter from my past again. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.
Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”
He replied, “What’s up Jack baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.
He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”
I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”
He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”
I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.
I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my party girls but at the same time one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her; she was thrilled but also feeling like how I did when I received the invite, nervous. She agreed to be at my house in 20 minutes, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible outfits we could create across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I thought the dress was a bit revealing. Especially when a younger girl like myself was wearing a dress like that while invading a party that was only supposed to be for their grade. I felt wearing black leggings that squeezed my thighs and actually made them look thinner made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. To top it all off, I put on my dangling red earrings that had printed on them peace and love. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy ripped jeans, and a white low cut t-shirt. A long chained glass snake necklace hung on her t-shirt. I’d say by the time we were finished and ready to go, just looking back at pictures there was a glow to us. I couldn’t keep my eyes off the pictures how they reminded me of a rainbow assorted with solid purples, pinks, oranges, blues, and yellows. It was a swirl of colorfulness and happiness but mixed in with shyness and awareness of what was happening around me. It was weird; the pictures gave away this vibe to me right away.
There he was, waiting outside. I felt sneaky, knowing this was supposed to be a mom, I mean that’s what I told my mom. I could remember everything like it was yesterday, I thought about how us meeting face to face was going to be like, as Emma and I were walking down a hill and as I lifted my head up to wave, he gave me a wink.

my whole story basically

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends were friendly with him that’s how his name was in my contacts however we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied yet slowly “hey not much you?”
Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I knew what kind of boy he was. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to repeat a chapter from my past again. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.
Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”
He replied, “What’s up Jack baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.
He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to come to one of my friend’s parties.”
I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”
He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”
I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.
I knew just the person to bring my friend Emma. She was one of my party girls but at the same time one of my best friends. When I looked back over my weekends, she was always there with me creating the most memorable times. I called her and filled her in with every possible detail I could share with her; she was thrilled but also feeling like how I did when I received the invite, nervous. She agreed to be at my house in 20 minutes, so we can get all dolled up together. I cranked up the volume to my stereo and together we laid out all the possible cute and interesting but sexy outfits across my bed. I decided on a black turtleneck dress with red flowers designed beautifully along the dress. When I put the dress on, it rested on my mid-thigh, I felt like people would judge and I think I was dressing as a slut would. Wearing black leggings that squeezed my thighs and actually made them look thinner made me feel more comfortable, so I did just that. To top it all off, I put on my dangling red earrings that had printed on them peace and love and black UGG boots that covered some of my legging. Emma’s outfit was quite the opposite, baggy jeans with holes, and a white low cut t-shirt.

updated story

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3 words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends were friendly with him that’s how his name was in my contacts however we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied yet slowly “hey not much you?”
Since then our relationship grew, just as a rocket ship takes off and shoots up to the sky, James and I in my mind were only heading towards good things. After the many text messages back and forth, he asked what I was doing tonight and if we could possibly meet up. I felt nervous but still willing to get to know him better. Even though I knew we were just friends, I knew what kind of boy he was. I’m not foolish and I know I won’t be part of his sick mind games. He speaks from his penis, not from his heart, overly said by my mom. I’ve recently been cautious, maybe even overly cautious however no way was I going to repeat a chapter from my past again. I thought to myself I need relax; maybe this one will be different.
Ring! Ring! James is calling, I answered, “Hey!”
He replied, “What’s up Jack baby”, as you see he has a sense of humor that I happened to enjoy listening to.
He continued, “I wanted to see if you wanted to coming to one of my friend’s parties.”
I smiled and spoke with a curious tone of voice, “Yeah I’ll go, but what time and can I bring a friend with me?”
He responds in such a boy way, “Only if she’s cute babe.”
I respond in such a girl way, “Sounds good babe.” Secretly knowing I’m just making fun of him.

short story

Text message from James. It was late but I couldn’t stop staring at the 3-lettered words, Hey what’s up? It was odd to me; I wondered how he got my number and questioned what his thoughts were behind the text message. I heard about him, my friends were friendly with him that’s how his name was in my contacts however we just never spoke to each other. I couldn’t not answer, so I casually replied yet slowly replied “hey not much you?”