I’m yearning for change,
Someone please discover my desperation,
Recognize I can be more than this
I’m losing my own hope.

Can anyone hear me?
I heard there's a big world out there,
It's so unspoken,
such a blur
I stare at nothing,
I am alone.

I am a predator in my own home,
Is this even a home?
I am trapped, I watch my child like behaviors control me
I display them as I pretend none of this is true.

I lost my ability to think sanely, my mind used to wonder
What's left is quickly slipping from my fingers,
I’m not sure who to blame, but let me blame you
I'll sting you with my poison
Just please steal my disease,
let me feel a rush of excitement
Let me run away with you..

I’ve devoted all my time preparing for that one day of
Reaching the world of salvation,
hallucinating that any second now
that door will emerge open with endless possibilities
but those are all just dreams,
my only comfort is those dreams,
goodnight.